I wanted to post this here because, I'd rather the blah stuff not spill onto the other name. Since I was young, I'd say about eleven, I've done the kitty thing... I mewed, batted at string, and eh...it became my nickname and soon after a persona. Ni-chan... was a name gifted to me by an old friend, more importantly, someone I cared/care for deeply and always will...though her and I have sadly drifted... I'm growing up. I don't want to be 'Kitty', 'Kitten', or 'Ni-chan' anymore.
Kitty was a mask to hide behind when I felt insecure about myself and a way to keep people from worrying when I felt like dieing. I don't need her anymore... Over the course of the past two years, my hardest years so far, I've found that being Nikole... was better. Being ME is what I need now, and what my friends, family, and beloved have come to expect and enjoy. I'm more confident now, I don't need to pretend.
Ni-chan...just hurts to hear now. It makes my stomach churn and twist. I don't like it.
The new account is Berry-Berry-Chan
Now, yeah... the strawberry thing is just as 'cute' as 'Kitty' but...I dunno...I think change is a good thing.
I'll be still checking this account for one week, just to make sure those of you who will continue following me as I journey through life and coloured pencils can still do so.
See you on the Berry side...
This is the final Peace & ♥ from ni-chan89.