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I wanted to post this here because, I'd rather the blah stuff not spill onto the other name. Since I was young, I'd say about eleven, I've done the kitty thing... I mewed, batted at string, and eh...it became my nickname and soon after a persona. Ni-chan... was a name gifted to me by an old friend, more importantly, someone I cared/care for deeply and always will...though her and I have sadly drifted... I'm growing up. I don't want to be 'Kitty', 'Kitten', or 'Ni-chan' anymore.

Kitty was a mask to hide behind when I felt insecure about myself and a way to keep people from worrying when I felt like dieing. I don't need her anymore... Over the course of the past two years, my hardest years so far, I've found that being Nikole... was better. Being ME is what I need now, and what my friends, family, and beloved have come to expect and enjoy. I'm more confident now, I don't need to pretend.

Ni-chan...just hurts to hear now. It makes my stomach churn and twist. I don't like it.

The new account is Berry-Berry-Chan or :iconberry-berry-chan:. :heart:

Now, yeah... the strawberry thing is just as 'cute' as 'Kitty' but...I dunno...I think change is a good thing.

I'll be still checking this account for one week, just to make sure those of you who will continue following me as I journey through life and coloured pencils can still do so. :D

See you on the Berry side...

This is the final Peace & ♥ from ni-chan89.
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BAHAHA... :|

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MY BRAIN IS EVIL. EVIL.

Well, it's really not it's fault I guess... but I couldn't sleep last night...during finals week... yay. :D I'm so going to want to do my final now! -Sarcasm.- Ugh. I feel like crying again, but I cried all of my tears out last night due to having a huge migraine ;[

On a better note I'm going to make my "avatar" grow up a bit. See, the DA avatar me needs a little revamping because when I designed her I think I was in middle school... eh. It's time for her to move into her next stage of life and not look so...chibi. She'll always be cute but... I might be dropping the kitty ears and tail. Not sure.

I also need to finish my half of a trade with my favorite vampire girl. <3 :D I'm drawing her vampire with Marious and she's drawing Robin with Lestat.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=98WtmW… Oh, and thanks a lot Nick...I can't stop listening to this song. :| The guy's super hot in this video, kinda reminds me of Jesse's character Noriyuki... -fans self- >.>;

I remember when I only fell for femmy boys...XD

ANYWAY COMMENT BECAUSE I'M LONELY. :(
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God...

...It snuck up on me this year

Am I *really* that old?...

...Oh no, I am.

Crap...

That aside, who's coming to my party tomorrow? :D

Also, watch this www.comicsalliance.com/2010/07…
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I need wings

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There are no words to describe how much I adore a finely crafted, hand painted, doll. One of a kind creations from all over the world…little stories behind each pair of glass eyes. As a child this was the girliest of my loves, as an adult it still reigns true about me (aside from now dressing more girlie and wearing make up) as I still like to occasionally partake in finding a new glass companion for the collection… most of my dolls are sadly mass produced creatures that came from different stores such as Kmart and the old Ames.

My most prized doll was a doll I actually got for a quarter at a yard sale my real mum was having. She's a petite girl with long blonde curls, big blue eyes and a lovely blue bow in her hair. Her dress is royal blue with white lace, making her look more expensive and fine than she really is…but I appreciate her design. She's actually broken, has been since I got her, during a fight my real mom had with her three-times-ago-ex-husband over their kid. My daddy filled her broken leg with caulking(sp?) and we pulled her little lace stockings over it, you can hardly tell really.

Why am I talking about DOLLS? Anne Rice, my favorite author, is selling some of her collection tomorrow in Chicago at an auction. ( www.shoppingblog.com/blog/6021… details here) The doll that inspired so much of Taltos and of course the main character's favorite doll will be there for sale…and again, I wish more than ANYTHING I could go even just to look at her beautiful collection.

-sigh-

Fuck being stuck in Maryland.

Oh hey, my Birthday's on the 25th...you're all invited if ya wanna come. :)

Peace and ♥
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Oh well <//3 but anyway, today's the last day until July...which means 26 (25 if you dun count today) days until my BIRTHDAY. :party: I will have a party of course and invite you guys to join in the fun. Gods, I'm feeling OLD but whatever. lol.

I'm not sure if I want to ask mom for the World of Warcraft wireless headset: cgi.ebay.com/CL-Sound-Blaster-… or if I want: cgi.ebay.com/BEETLEJUICE-18-AC… or cgi.ebay.com/PUNK-ROCK-ArmWarm… (which looks like it's a bit too big but I can shrink it I'm sure if needed)

What do you guys think? D:
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